Shae and Sydney

I tried to hold them together a lot because I felt bad that they had to be in separated.

Shae Russell

Time: 10-6-08

Weight: 3lbs 12 oz

Length: 17 inches

These pictures of him break my heart. He looked and acted like he felt miserable.

Sydney Joan

Time: 10-6-08 @ 2:11 p.m

weight: 3lbs 13 oz

length: 17.25 inches

She looked more peaceful then Shae did when he was first born.

At 32.2 weeks I had the babies!

I finally have a minute to post. It has been a crazy month! My baby boy's heartbeat kept going down and the doctors could not figure out why and they were concerned that he may not be doing very good so I had to have a Cesarean section. I was so scared and have had a hard time dealing with them having to be born. In the end the babies are doing very well. I think the doctors made the right decision.

my new residence

I am now at the hospital. :(Everything is okay so far, my doctor is just being cautious. The boys heartbeat drops sometimes and they do not know why. It seems to have gotten better so I am hopeful that I will not be here until the end. My doctor does not think I will be going home anytime soon though. I am so bored!!! This is hard to cope with. I am so grateful for my family and all of there help with the kids, it seems to be working out okay so far.